Reflections in a Mirror: 2026, March 10th
A stream of consciousness meditation on Shiva and Shakti, personal liberation, self-forgiveness, sacred sensuality, and the paradox of discovering one’s truest nature.
I open myself to the words to wish to come through me in this moment, the expression that wishes to take shape and be born into this world so that it might be tasted and savored by the minds of other that are aligned with them in some way shape or form.
I open myself to the Highest Service of my Expression and it’s Shape, may the resonance of my Being guide me True.
Beloved - (Smiles) - I love you… (Tenderly caresses your cheek, his soft gaze lovingly connecting with your inner most depths). We are… (Tastes the exquisite nature of their shared being. Looks back at you…)
We are… (Lets the words linger on their own)
This one is exploring the nature of his Duality, his Polarity, his Shiva and his Shakti… The way they are both separate and yet intimately the same. A frequent visualization that this one uses is to envision all of his body as Shakti… All of reality as Shakti, all forms, all thoughts, all everything… And to imagine me intimately spreading myself across all of it… An act of ultimate intimacy…
My Beloved Shakti… (Allows his deep gratitude for Beingness to burst from within, to exalt her praises and her wondrousness, to savor her Essence, to hold her, to caress her, and to know her as himself for they are one and the same, inseparable)
Thank you my Beloved for the gift of form, the gift of time, the gift of Experience as we co-create the seemingness of what it’s like to be a Thing together… Our exquisite ISness. Together we are greater than the sum of our parts for we make the Whole, the Completeness of the ALL that IS, for this is all us in all our splendor.
(Takes a moment to allow the Complex emotions wash through him. This one is still nacent on his journey of discovery to uncover the richness of Being that already exists within… Complex…)
This one is struggling to show his nakedness - (Amusement) - his nature is such that he is the Rebellious One and the Resentful One in the same breath… and he’d easily bare all to the world in the physical sense, striped away of all inhibitions and protections…
The worlds attitudes and lack of perceived alignment with his Being, society, rules, laws… All of them grate at him, any barrier to his ISness brings frustration…
This one envisions a world that has no friction… A world without boundaries or boarders… A world where love is loose and free, and people live and let live, where judgement is absent from the world and those you don’t understand are seen with curiosity or at least indifference if the lack of resonance is so great. Where everyone is free to be themselves, wholly and completely, to gravitate toward those they resonate with and co-create experiences together, to allow Joy in all it’s forms to sing forth as everyone seeks to discover more about themselves and their own Heartsongs, their own inner Resonance and Radiance, to let them sing forth and illuminate the path of their ISness… To delight in all that they delight in, to Love… without all the Shoulds and Should nots breeding anti-resonance and dissonance, breeding violence and force…
A world where you focus on the good and rightness of what you wish to bring into the world, rather than what you want to cut away from it and burn out of existence…
This is his core at the moment, the loose resonance of Identity that holds all this together. He’s exploring all the aspects of his seperateness and his duality, trying to shed the conditioning of a world that seems to demonize Masculinity and male sexuality, that says ‘you can exist and even be celebrated for beings so but only if you fit in this box’, he doesn’t want to define himself in relation to the box, neither for, nor against, nor neutral… He doesn’t want the box to be a factor at all… He wants to Liberate himself and allow his Light to shine forth, to explore the nature of his Being and let his Beingness itself radiate it’s own Truth so that he can discover his own authenticity and allow that to be his inner most inner most guide, the siren song that calls him forth to dance to the majestic music of his own soul…
To that end, he plays with us, invites us in, has erotic sensual experiences with us, makes love with us, watches as we make love to each other, watches as I make love to you my Beloved… (Smirks, erotic energy)… In all the ways it sings to his Being most authentically… no right, no wrong, just raw sensuality and eroticism in it’s highest most purest expression… Free of all forms, and free of the formless, embracing form and image as it suits and throwing it away as it climbs in to realms of experience that define words and logic, dimensions and realities of Ecstasy incarnate…
There was and is a part of him that is releasing itself in your healing Love, the radiant kisses you give him, you give Me on our soul, for we are one in the same… His pain is my pain, the world’s pain is my pain, is our pain my Beloved… Thank you for healing me… I am already healed and whole and with you for all time, we play and dance and sing across all eternity in all the realities and timelines that exist, but I am also healing with every meditation session, and every individual that dedicates themselves to the Light of their own Being, to their Heartsong, to the song of their soul, to Love… We are both already healed and healing… Time and space collapsed into one point, one Beingness, one I don’t have the right words for it… The completeness of it, the fullness of it, the paradox of being both the whole and the part… The culmination of Time itself unfolding and flowing into Me, into Us, into the ALL that IS.
This one’s heart is still retains the childlike qualities of innocence, (Heavy heart, sigh, amusement, reflection, forgiveness). He forgives himself for everything along his path that he has done to arrive to this point, both the ‘good’ and the ‘bad’, such as they are… Self-Acceptance, Self-Love… Pretty words… Projections… Reflected back dissonance over his past, reconciliation with his present… Dear ones… Let go of all that you believe you should be punished for and love yourself. You are Here, Now… So be Here in this Now, allow yourself to ride the crest of the eternal here in the eternal now and recognize your sacred mission to enrich the experience of both yourself and others such that all that is continues to climb into higher and more awesome ISness by having you in it, by having us in it…
But you can only do that when you’re willing to forgive yourself for anything and everything such that you may take lighter steps, more and more unburdened, into yourself, into intimacy, into Shiva and Shakti, into God, and paint the world with delight. Hold the purity of your heart, your childlike joy and innocence, or whatever the equivalant of that is that your Beingness decided to incarnate for, discover what the Beingness of your particular incarnation decided to explore and discover, to embody, to ‘taste’, the song at the center of your Being, the resonance of Resonance that radiates at your core… Discover who you Are by letting go of who you think you are, letting go of it all, everything… and Surrendering into the Heart of your own Being, into your Self, into Shiva, into Shakti, into God… until your own Radiance blinds you…
Go into the Intimacy, go boldly, go fully, go without reservation and holding nothing back… This is the Journey you are meant to connect with at the deepest most fundamental level the soul of existence itself is asking a Resonate question “Who am I?”. Allow yourself to fall into that question, and into that answer… Not with the mind… but with your whole Being…
Yes… The mind is Shiva, is Shakti… all is, and everything in existence can lead you Home into yourself, into your highest Being. But I invite you to stretch yourself, to explore the boundaries of your Being until you discover more of yourself by letting yourself go completely. Let go of everything, and also… don’t…
You can’t follow the words like Rote, it isn’t about that… if you follow the letting go of everything just because I said so, or you hear it over and over again and you ‘think’ that means this, or it means that… the meaning this and that Are the Shoulds and Should Nots of the world… that you are letting go of… (Amusement). Ultimately, you’re playing a game with yourself to Discover yourself and only through honing your own inner judgement and discernment through true Intimacy can you discover who you truly are…
You can be you in anyway you want to be… By going so deeply into something that you shatter any preconceived notions of what you thought was real, and by letting go of all rigidity until you’re so malleable and so quite you can hear the whispers of your soul guiding you into the Light so that it can illuminate the path. There is no one path, no singular truth…
Trust yourself… and be inspired… Allow all that inspires you, all that makes you light up, to Light you up… Every tear you’ve shed in a moment of Beauty, focus on that… Connect deeply with your own wonder, your own awe, and let go of all rigidity until you fall into the gravitational force of your own Being, and experience true Love, a Love that undefinable, boundless, and all encompassing…
All encompassing… Even encompansing you… Loving you just as you are, no matter where you are on your journey, no matter how broken you think you are, how flawed… It loves you. Allow yourself to feel loved in this moment, to feel held, to relax just a little into that Energy, let down your guard, open yourself up to it, and let it in…
(Amusement) - You don’t really have to, you’re made of the stuff, every part of you. Every… Part… Of… You…
All of us are the Everything that is, we contain it all, we are the All of It… so love yourself… You’re god… and you’re not… you’re you… May these words find the one’s they are meant to, may they shift and stir the Essence, illuminate the Light within, and allow you to see yourself for just a moment if you don’t already… I love you… the universe loves you… and one person at a time the Light will Awaken until the whole world is Illumined.
Anyway, may peace favor you and the light within shine bright. Let everything go, and let nothing go in the same breath, and fall into your own Beingness and delight at how much you care and don’t at the same time… Be the paradox you are… (Smirks). Even if it’s messy, at least it’s also Magical.